“Not conscious that you have been seeking suddenly you come upon it,” wrote the Welsh poet R.S. Thomas in his poem “Arrival”. Has this ever been your experience, asks Good Samaritan Sister Pam Grey.
BY Pam Grey SGS
that you have been seeking
you come upon it…”
wrote the Welsh poet R.S. Thomas in his poem “Arrival”.
Has this ever been your experience? Have you caught sight of something out of the corner of your eye? Have you ever turned a corner and a vista beckoned?
While on a retreat at Morning Star Monastery in Kopua, New Zealand, I passed a particular fence post each morning. It had weathered many a winter and was stained with colourful moss. It was rugged and wrapped with a spiky band of fencing wire.
At first sight I judged it ugly and a psalm verse came to mind.
“So I left you
in your stubbornness of heart,
to follow your own design.” (Psalm 81)
A few days later a word from Isaiah 49 caught my attention as I passed the post.
“But I said: ‘I have laboured in vain.
I have spent my strength
for nothing and vanity.
Yet surely my cause
is with the Lord’.”
On the last day at Kopua I read the following words of Christian De Cherge OCSO:
“When the spirit has abandoned everything
the heart opens itself
and everything enters into it.”
And I thought of my ragged old post – a true listening post for me.
On an early walk along a Napier beach, I received this image.
What can you see?
straight line of demarcation,
Then soft furrows
with scattered pebbles,
And copper-coloured, curving,
stretching, mingling boundary.
What can you hear?
Gathering whoosh of waves,
then tinkling, rolling pebbles
dissolving into silence.
What can you imagine?
Her gaze upon her handiwork
and delighting in our company
for a moment of shared eternity.
The wonderful mystery of conversion of life is how the light gets in, while a photograph and a word may hold the memory.